Friday, August 30, 2013

Will I dream tonight
And swim with her
The one who smiles back
Or rest
In peaceful deathlike rest?
Driving home can be fun
When the sky is blue-red.
Run
From reality
Soar
Into the colors.
Enamored by your face,
I want to know if I would die
If I took a step closer
Because from where I stand
My body glows with fiery heat
That vibrates and burns and rocks my chest and
inflames and blinds my vision.
Would these feelings
Grow and burst
And would I die
If one step nearer?
Am I discontent?
Do my constant flights
And consequent constant falls
Only damage
As my head rubs against gravel,
Or do I know pleasure?
Is a seat and buttons pleasure?
Do I live in a ruse
A disguise, to which one day
I’ll open my eyes
And see
That I wasted hours and
Days and
Years and,
Without living,
Died.

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Respite rest nice el sueño de la razón,
Slumbering silent calming breaths,
I enjoy the embrace of your cooing somnolent breasts.

Ah, wispy pillows and eiderdown sheets—
Envelope me like shady willows and warm grassy peat
on mid-noon among sprigs of sweet sugar-scented valerian!

I’ll sip the nectar of eternity
As I lay among the clouds,
And know that I have always sleep
As respite from waking reason
That always produce monstruous.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

firefire

Youthful adventure turned searing hot-faced dry throat burning
campfire now field fire smoky eye-burning field fire.
Run from the flames tell the others but hide your name.

Dreary-eyed too-little-slept student
assembles bag and head bent leaves room.
He returns that afternoon to drapes black,
ash on soaked bed
soggy floor wasted sodden papers
and a notice of fire from forgotten candle on the door.

I'm glad to escape the flames and continue life,
but eventually fire may spread to limbs
brief bright immolation pain out with the lights.
I escaped
but death seems always to have me by the nape.


a fine fella

Your tattooed face does not belie,
Nor knife wound across cheek overshadow,
Your dimpled smile.
Your incoherent words
Or short explicit lyricism
Do not besmirch your enthusiasm.

You plan to strip tease
Pan-handle for girlfriends on Broadway
And teach kindergarten
Where full spectrum of colors and races bring wonder
And all children participate together.

You’ve been hurt by others
Been to prison
Know the real gangsters
Know the underground livin’;
But yet, when she grabbed your pants
And pulled them up
You complained about assault
Rather than give way to aggression.

Your tattoos and battle-scars
Do not make you seem lifeless.
You’re on your guard, but nevertheless
You see life’s beauty

And I’ve seen you laugh eternal.